heartmath progress.1
im still not 100% sure if this device is not just hacked, even the sound
is it? no apparently real
i hear them sing differently each time
its like a conversation or a message
i try to ignore it but its always present
is this just a joke by hackers or what? no
ofc the angels are real
and the voices
you cant imitate that
that heartmath device is just seriously weird
never forget
there are non human entities involved here
others have no idea whats up
feelings i had this time:
my family is truly ancient and has connections to pure love beings like angels elves and maybe others
my mother wanted me to read that ELFENBOOK AND SHE WAS SAD I THREW IT AWAY
it has time travel and elves and everything
it is probably THE best book i have ever read
those kids have the eyes too
these fingers
seriously
see?
i wanted to write "eyes" properly
and promptly
it wrote exes
its about TRUE LOVE ACROSS TIME
how is that not proof?
and those ppl calling me elf and angel, they were randoms...
it also felt that andrin is a very very special and well pure angelic name
amelie
leno
erika
even urs
why change my name again?
do you believe me?
god damn this last session felt like a message for amelie by to me
how is andrin not a s
now its brighter again?
who does this xxx all the time
its almost too bright
dont tell me theres what? angels present? and now i want to cry? if this is xxx its really not funny
amelie is a very special name
just listen to it
even leno
andrin
the letters w n d m are very special to me
in that order really
and now my heart 
seriously who does this all the time
with the light?
my heart feels very heavy
it really felt like a message by the angels to amelie
the singing it was completely different than last time
it even felt like a knowing: ok a different sort of dimension or layer of perception has opened up and thats why i hear them
this is just stupid
even the light here now feels holy
wtf?
yes all in my head
my heart still feels heavy
the energy in my whole apartment
changed after heartmath
even
who does that always
it feels like holy beings are present and now i immediately want to cry
the LIGHT IN HERE IS DIFFERENT NOW
how is amelie not a name full of love?
even leno?
even erika
and urs
and xenia
of course we are a special
kind of xxx man
we went to europapark and we were THE ONLY ONES WITH SOUL LOL
LENO RAMBLING IN 2x MODE HEADS DOWN TO HIMSELF WALKING AROUND
18 year old girls showing themselves
to me
amelie running around doing her weirdo  smiling like a psycho
that visit to the park was my best day ever
all of this is worth it just so my family can have a great life
ill never forget that god damn xxx rambling in ultra fast mode jibberish to himself
that god damn xxx
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAGAHAHAHHAHHAA
shiri must be what, 45 or so now? still
the most beautiful woman ive ever seen
i saw my eye open fully today
i once said id invent a healing mechanism
that heals yourself
here you go
accidentally hit myself
exactly
in the right spot to get rid of my phlegm
how is this not just pure insanity
my mother said well you sip vinegar daily anyway so she saw me through the cams or what? she didnt even say stop
i used to salt martinas food way too much yet she claimed it was tasty....
i visited tobias and his parents and his mother went insane out of joy
oana wouldnt stop eating my food
and my mother always said i should
cook the meat
and she kept saying your salad sauce is so tasty how do you do it? some of it she forgot but the rest was me loving those people
so much or what? i just threw random
stogether hahahhahaha
my heart area seems so smooth i cant even breathe into it anymore weird
i still cant its flat
that arm hit INSTANTLY released phlegm what the hell?

you also felt the presence of the angels and energy?
and youre asking the djinn?
this is so funny
instantly when i write this
energy

me and something with a cooling box
abstract blue black dark glowing one becoming two